31 Weeks and Name Problems

We aren't 100% on the Tobias name.... long story short your Daddy didn't inform me on some wants prior to the announcement. WE plan to have a name for you when Daddy comes home. Either way you will be a TJ like your Daddy.

Things are moving so quickly. There are days that I sit and just stare because I am about to have two wonderful children running around, giggling and playing. My life is about to truly change. I am nervous but beyond excited. Eddison is going to teach you so many wonderful things. She is already excited to have her brother here! She says, "Bubba, hi." I am not sure she truly knows what she is saying but I pretend she does!!!!

Eddison is holding your toy giraffe!
She says, "Bubba." 

How far long are you? 31 Weeks
Total weight gain/loss: 16.8 lbs (142 to 158.8 )
Maternity clothes? I wear my maternity jeans all the time!!!! 
Stretch marks? I have one on my left hip that is new!
Sleep: I can only fall asleep on my right side... and I wake up a lot.
Best moment this week: Maternity photos!
Have you told family and friends: Everyone knows 
Miss Anything? My ability to not feel worn out after only an hour of walking
Movement: YOU ARE STRONG - you are moving more throughout the day! 
Food cravings: Brownies.... and I want water. ICE COLD WATER
Anything making you queasy or sick: nope.
Have you started to show yet: Yep... huge!
Gender prediction: You are a BOY
Labor Signs: No - Braxton Hicks are a daily occurrence though
Belly Button in or out? In and out... 
Wedding rings on or off? On and loose
Happy or Moody most of the time: Majority of the time happy! Also, very tired!
Looking forward to: Your daddy coming home for Valentine's Day and staying home until your arrival.

My 2nd Born

Guess who got to see you? Momma, Eddison, and Meme. We sent the link to your Daddy. I cried. It is so unreal to think that in 10 weeks you will be here with us all.

You look just like your Daddy. It was all I could do to not call him and say, "He is you!" It is so hard having your Daddy gone and him not coming to these things. For example, Wednesday Kim is coming and your Daddy won't be here. It breaks my heart. I pray with everything I have that he doesn't miss your birth. I know God has a plan and that no matter what if he is gone, the right people would be here to help us both.

You're so loved by so many already it warms my heart. We are currently up in the air about your name, but regardless of that fact we are ready to meet you and kiss that squishy face. I am headed to bed. Love you lil man!

My New "Job"

I know SAHM is a job, but it doesn't bring in money. I have been stressing with this for a while. I prayed and fell upon a post and decided I will try. I got it. I am now babysitting a beautiful little girl named Isobel. I am so thankful for this opportunity for two reasons: 1. Eddison gets to be around a baby and I get to see how she interacts with my not giving her 100% attention. 2. I get to help with money.

I have been there 3 days and have loved it. Eddison loves Iso so much. They both light up when they see one another, it melts my heart. Eddi likes to help too. The first day she gave her milk but it spilled and Eddi wiped her face. It was all gentle too. She picks up her paci, her blanket, and toys when they fall, she even likes to play with her. It is simply the sweetest of things to witness.

I will continue to do this until Tobias comes, and then she will bring Iso to me. Then once school is out I will quit. I hope to stay in touch with both Momma and Iso. I love them both so much already. I have to thank God for answering my prayer. I may get up at the butt crack of dawn but it is worth it. I missed working and I have been so worried about what it would be like once Toby arrives. This has helped.

Iso's momma is simply awesome too. She is so easy to talk too and makes me feel at home in her home. I know sometimes we don't think God is working and we fail to thank him for what is taking place. I know God did this. I know he knew what I needed both mentally and financially. This "job" has showed me that when Tobias does come Eddison will be a wonderful big sister and a huge help to me. Thank you.

Headed to the Final

Tobias we are almost ready to meet you... T-minus 3 months. The third trimester is Thursday. I can NOT believe we are already this far along. You sure are a different baby than Eddison. Your movements take my breath away because of how strong you are. You also move at random times. Mostly right as I want to go to sleep.... I have a feeling you will be a night owl!

Also, your momma is HUGE! The photo was from New Years Day - 27 weeks. I swear I have already grown another 2" around. I pray you don't end up being a 12 lb baby. I pray you are healthy, but not 12 lbs. I have dreams that tend to scare me but I know God is in control and as long as I pray I know everything will be okay.

As for a middle name my sweet boy... you do not have one yet. I have three that I love, but your Daddy has his idea of what he wants... we will see what happens. Regardless I know you will be perfect. I have this vision of you coming out with a FULL head of hair and being so squishy. I can't wait to hold you in my arms. Less than 90 days and I will be a momma to two beautiful children. Can't wait!!!!

I love you sweet Toby. I hope you know that your sister is just as eager to meet you. She will teach you everything she knows. I am so excited to watch you two play.