Just sitting here thinking of what my life will be like in 5 mths. I will have a baby in my arms and can't think of anything better. As my belly grows I think of how real this is, and how quickly it all seems to be taking place.
I am already at 4 mths, I am showing, I could know the gender. I remember the day I took the test. The overwhelming joy I felt when it had that simple word - pregnant - appear. How amazing it is to know I am creating a life.
At the same time it is so scary. The world is not easy, it is scary, and full of bad things. I am always praying to raise my child right and to guide it in the right direction. I know you can't guard your children 100% of the time, but by George I will try my hardest.
I know Tim is going to be an amazing dad and that sets my heart at ease. There isn't much worry about the type of parent he will be. I see him with my friends children, and my nephews and niece. They love him and he loves them. Our baby will have a home full of love and that I know completely.
Sorry, this blog is more about the emotion I feel today. I am completely 100% happy!
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