We seem to be moving a lot lately. At times it feels like you are dancing on my bladder and others it is so still and quiet I start to wonder what you are doing. When I sit and watch you kick from inside, and the movement I see on the outside I am overcome with joy. You are a little part of me that I will forever get to call my child. No matter what comes between us you will always be my baby and I will always be your momma.
The connection between a mother and child starts so early. It seems unreal at times how much you can love something with out even knowing their name, what they look like, etc. Yet, here I sit over joyed and beaming with love for you.
So, kick away little child of mine. Continue to remind me of the life I am creating. You will be here in a few short months and I know my life will never be the same and I am perfectly fine with that.
The small things that seem to matter to me are really nothing of concern. Once you arrive I know my selfish needs and wants will fall away and everything will be about raising you to know God, to love others, and to be happy.
I love you baby J!
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