Teethers and Crawling

Well little miss; you now have 2 teeth - one on top and one on the bottom. You can CRAWL. You wave and you know the difference between hello and bye bye.

I hate that your Daddy is away during all of these firsts. I love that I am able to experience them though. You change daily and it amazes me how smart you are. There are days that I break down because I feel so overwhelmed being the "single mom" while Daddy is gone. Then you will smile at me and it all fades away.

Eddison I want you to know that being a momma is not the easiest thing to do, but it is the greatest thing you will ever do. You will have moments of pure defeat, moments of pure joy, and moments of pure confusion. In each one you will learn something new about yourself. You will find a strength you never knew and you will be in awe at what you can achieve. I pray that you will get to experience the joy of being a mother. OR of being an aunt. They both are so rewarding and so inspiring.

I love you my little angel. I want you to know how amazing you are, I want you to know how much I enjoy being your mother. I want you to know how loved you are. Never will there be a day I don't tell you I love you. I know I may become disappointed in you but that won't mean I don't love you.

You are going to be such an amazing woman. I know that God is in you already and that you will be close to him and the faith that I sit and cry at the fact you are mine. I pray I can be a guide to you and can show you the strength and wonders of the spirit. If ever you have a question I don't want you to hesitate to come and ask.

--- I will try to get a photo of your teeth and then I will post a video of you crawling. I love you Eddi Bear.