Such Emotion

This week is hard. The simple fact my baby is going to be a toddler brings me to tears. How has this year flown past me? Did I miss anything? Have I done the 1st year right?

I look at you and all I see is perfection. Your blonde wispy hair, your stunning blue eyes, that goofy grin all equal my Eddison. I have had the best year with you. I am beyond thankful I was able to spend it with you, by your side, laying on the floor, road tripping, and just goofing around.



I keep thinking back to my teenage years when I thought I wanted to live in NYC, in a loft, with cats, being single....how little did I know. Today I look at my life and see it is exactly where I am supposed to be. In Oklahoma, married, with a daughter, and yep - still have the cats! Getting married changed my life, having you changed my world.

Eddison if ever you have a child I pray you can look upon that tiny face and see the blessing and miracles God gives us. I pray you see the wonderful creation God made for you. I pray that you are filled with a love so consuming at times you feel like you can't breathe. That my sweet daughter is what I feel when I look at you. I love you.