Baby Watching

You were baby sat last weekend.

I cried. I cried a lot.

As you drove away with your Aunt Micah I lost it. I understand now why they say it is hard to leave your baby. This was nothing compared to the pizza run. You were going to be gone for a couple of hours. I felt like my heart was breaking into a thousand pieces. It wasn't that I thought you were in bad hands, or that I thought you wouldn't return. It was the simple idea that you were not with me.

Your Aunt was awesome though and updated me while she had you. She even sent a photo of you when you arrived. She said you were very good and slept a lot. Daddy and I were proud of you and were ready to come get you.

When we got there it was like I became myself again. I was whole.