Today I have had a LOT of time on my hands. Some may say that is good, I disagree. It has lead my mind to wondering.
I have taken 3 gender tests (ha ha and its a girl), I have scheduled an ultrasound for Monday (freaking out about that), and I have managed to preplan my whole 2nd month of pregnancy.
Tim would say I am obsessing. Yep, that is me.
I worry about how Tim is handling all this. He isn't saying much at all. There wasn't even a tear in his eye when I told him about it. When - the first time we decided to "try" he cried. So, does this mean he isn't ready, does this mean he doesn't want it, does this mean what?
Seriously, talk with me. I am sitting here on a daily basis freaking out. Changing my eating habits, changing my money habits, and changing future plans. Where he is concerned with a full-motion or tilt wall mount for our TV.
How about you show that type of concern for our baby. Come home with a shirt, flowers for the momma, or maybe talk to the momma. Many options.
Sometimes I worry if maybe I pushed him into it too fast. Maybe I should have waited to tell him. Give him a moment to process the what if factor. Like my sister in law said, "Tim might have a hard time with it since it would force him into reality... (for lack of better term.)"
I have no idea. I do wish I could read minds!
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