Ultrasound and 6 Weeks Update

Today we go for our ultrasound. It isn't from our midwife but a place that does them for free when your appointments are later on. I am very nervous... What if the baby isn't there, what if there are 2 babies... I hate the what if game. But, I woke up this morning feeling like a truck hit me, there are massive cramps and I feel week. I immediately prayed that our baby is still holding on.

This was canceled and rescheduled for tomorrow due to double booking.

Even though I felt terrible I took a picture this morning and made a collage of the weeks. It is crazy how my stomach is so big. I know it is just bloat but it is kinda fun to see it. Although, it does make it hard to hide from others. Or I just look as though I ate way too much food haha!

6w 4d, 5w 5d, 3w4d

Anyways, to go back to this weekend. We had a house warming party on Saturday and I was surprised by the turnout. Many near and dear people made an appearance. It was awesome. I was able to share the news with Brandi Bates finally. She was so surprised and said why am I just now finding out. I told her it was because we haven't seen one another.

Apparently when you find out you have to tell people immediately. I am still worried about telling people. It is so scary. I hate the stress that I feel daily thinking we could lose the baby. I sincerely feel for any woman who has lost a child. I never truly understood that feeling but being pregnant opens your eyes to a lot of things. I just pray God comforts and gives them peace.

Also, I have decided if another person asks point blank then yes I will tell them. I don't want to go through what Kim and I did. I still hate that she found out the way she did. But am beyond excited she knows.

Bethany F. and Gary & Ladonna know also. Gary was told by my brother about it. Way to keep a secret baby brother. Bethany knows because she was the next one who flat out asked me. I think tonight I may just go where ever Kalyn is because I can't wait any longer to tell her. Here comes stalker Sabrina ;-) We are meeting tonight.

I almost blurted to Jess and Manda today. I think I may send them a photo at the 8 week mark with 2 fingers up (2mths) and then that will be the way to announce. I pray they are as excited as I am!