So, I have been thinking a lot about our little ultra sound. I am not sure I did my emotions justice during that post. It was by far one of the greatest things I have ever seen. It was a mere flicker on the screen but it was so amazing. There is a second heartbeat in me. I am growing life.
I wish I could have recorded the moment. I have never been so impressed or amazed with myself. The fact I could produce something as complex as life is astonishing. I know Tim was just as excited.
When we left he was 100% smiles. Also, for the first time last night he actually opened up and told me about how excited he was. He said he wasn't nervous about if it is okay or not. All he is worried about now is the dad part. Trying to figure out if he will be good at it.
I think with prayer and the desire to be the best parents we can we will be good parents. I pray the child turns out better than I did. I pray the child doesn't go through the things I had to, I pray every morning the child will be loved and know it is loved from the day we found out we were having him/her.
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